Filler

To fill in those missing few months, in case anyone gives a flying: I went to Vegas. I spent 5 months with virtually nothing of any value to show for it. Fuck, I'm in a bad mood.

Am I wasting my time and energy? Am I an arrogant fuck who has no real reason he can be anything more than a regular member of society. Losing myself worrying about something for the rest of my life like my Mum has with our family. She's a truly intelligent who seems to now devote herself to worrying about my brother and his inability to get a grip on himself.

Or, am I a potentially great (or at least pretty good) man who has lost himself through his own tendancy not to cause a fuss and unfortunate circumstances.

This is fucking pathetic "great man". Life's in the living retard, and you're not doing any.